i've been too busy to blog. the first week of school has been really busy and hectic for me. i feel so shitified for so many unnessassary things. i think this entry is gonna be super long cuz i'm gonna recap.`

ok guess what. i missed today's trng. I ACTUALLY MISSED TODAY'S TRAINING. WHAT THE FREAK?! shit la. i was so worn out and tired from the campfire. seriously. my throat was so tired from all the shouting and my body couldn't even move. but i was trying to be guai so despite my tireness, i straight away went to do my homework. and then i accidentally fall asleep while doing it. i didn't even pack my things for hockey . today, i was too tired to even open my eyes. so as a result, i didn't go for hockey. and i was REALLY looking forward to this training ok. omg i'm super pissed and embarassed with myself. i feel like banging my head onto the wall and smacking my face so hard that it can actually bleed. shitified.

today.

today i woke up at like 12pm. damn late ok. it was my cousin's birthday, who's 3yrs old, and they had a barbecue and party at their house so we went there. and OMG it was SUPER boring ok. i felt like falling asleep la. ok. half way through, it started to rain. then it stopped. the other children was so bored they decided to go upstairs. i didn't even know they were gone. only we(me, my maid and my mum) were the ones barbecuing all the food ok. the rest all just sit down and talk talk about some crappy stuff like work and all that. and then they come and disturb us time and again to ask for more chicken or whatever shit. damn annoying ok. i was so pissed and bored i just went upstairs to join the other kids. then my maid went upstairs too. then followed by my mum. they were pissed too la. then it was the birthday cake eating time so we decided to go down again. and i was surprised to see thay they made a small girl do all the barbecuing. omg. wth. so yea. i liked the birthday cake. CHOCOLATE CAKE OKAY!! <33 dammmit boring. i'd rather go for class chalet than this. like DUH!

recaps;

tueday:

the first day of school was good.it was GREAT to see everyone again. it felt weird that we're sec 2s now. i still feel like a sec 1. and sometimes i do miss being a sec1. everytime a teacher makes an announcement abt sec ones i'll always think it's me. oh. we went up to see our jnrs and they were totally unsociable okay! just stare and stare. lessons were a total bore but i dun really care. stayed back to help out wit the sec 1 cheer.

wednesday:

oh. we found out who our malay teacher is. miss norliza and mdm rina or sth like tt. ok i know this is weird but sometimes i kinda miss samat teaching us. somemore he's not teaching us anything this year. and and he's damn unsociable ok! we smile at him he just stare and stare. finished school late. stayed back again to help out with cheer.

thursday:

after school, went to queensway macs to eat with hockey teammate for "TEAM BONDING". HAHA! then we planned to come back to school to see the sec 1 selection for hockey. guess what happened. we took bus 33 to go to school. no one wanted to walk frm redhill mrt to school. so we alighted in front of queenstown sec and walked to school. halfway there, SOMEONE called us and said that the selection was at delta cuz she saw yusheng and the sec 4s go there. so we turned back and walked to delta. when we REACHED delta, we saw that there was a match going on. omg we were really pissed and tired. so hazel, xinshyan, sya and yeeting gave up and left. sarah and i took a cab to school. it was a total bore. but we had fun making fun of the sec 1s and seeing coach imitating the sec ones. HAHA! i know it's mean but I CAN'T HELP IT! then it started to rain. i dun think walking THAT far and paying 3.60 for cab was worth it at all. but wth.

friday:

stayed back for campfire and we helped the sec ones. we asked the sec ones to move to our classroom and we did the cheer there. ohohoh DENISE AND XIANGYIN CAME BACK!! whoohoo! omg i missed xiangyin alot alot okay! it was GREAT to see her back. she kept on doing the bimbo cheer with lavania and thanks to them, it's stuck inside my head la. haiyoh. retarded la she. denise and weiling helped out with the sec 1s too. while xiangyin just wasted her time with lavania doing the bimbo cheer. lavania's alr a bimbo while xiangyin's a wannabe but CANNOT be. haha. XIANGYIN STILL OWES ME LUNCH! too bad joan wasn't there so she could see her angel too. everyone left halfway through the campfire. oh the sec 1s were rather disappointing and sad. DAMN SAD OKAY! they did MUCH better in rehearsals. but thats okay. maybe because it was the nervousness of having to start first. i was in a HIGH mode after having xiangyin with me so i did all the retarded singings and cheering and whatever. went home with nat because my mum offered to send her home. she kept on saying "GI WON! GI WON!" ASS. haha.

"i'm bimbo no.1!
i'm bimbo no.1!
and together, we're bimbo no.2!"

randomness.

sometimes i wished life didn't have to be so hard. but that wouldn't be life anymore, would it?

oh i'm screwed screwed screwed. yay. =.=

(11:58 PM)